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HAPPY EASTER!
i had a decent day. my family from connecticut came to visit as well as my grandparents + ian and we had dinner together. my grandparents gave me a scratch ticket but i didnt win anything on it, and my aunt gave me a goodie bag filled with candy, lipgloss and nail poish
i made green bean casserole and everyone loved it! my aunt made a delicious apple pie, and jen brought yummy cupcakes. my stomach hurts because ive been eating all day.
last night was really strange. i couldnt fall asleep because i was feeling so anxious in a good way. im just really excited about how my life is going to be in a few weeks. im getting seriose about going back to cosmetology school. im pretty sure im going to go to STCC to take the cosmetology course, and when i told ian about it he told me hes enrolling there in the fall! im really excited to finally get my license. im not sure if my previous cosmetology hours have expired or not. in my state you need 1,000 to take stateboard and get the license, and i completed 800-something hours, so i was close to being done... i just didnt have a way to get to school everyday between work and not having a car back then. but i wont be upset if i have to start over, considering not everything i learned is fresh in my mind. i wont mind re-learning things. and it should be easier for me the second time around. gives me more time to perfect those damn fingerwaves. i hate doing fingerwaves more than anything! such a pain. this is what i really want to do with my life, and i honestly cant see myself doing much else for a career. im too creative to sit at a desk and type paperwork for a living. i could never do something like that. hey, maybe its the right path for some people, but its definetly not for someone like me.
im going tanning again tomorrow
i seriosely think im addicted to shopping. i cant wait to get my income tax back next month so i can get more new clothes and shoes. there are the cutest t-strap sandals ive had my eye on at charlotte russe as well as a pair of silver open toed high heels. I WANT! i also want to buy some of the new victorias secret sprays, and pick up some new products from the heatherette line at MAC. i also want a haircut .
there are so many layers to my personality. its hard to catergorize myself. i am what i am. i dont fit into a certain category and im perfectly okay with that. i dont kno why im just realising this now. its always been this way when i think of it.
so tomorrow is the start of my new diet. my will power is going to be strong and im going to follow it strictly!
saturday is the gone by daylight show. im not really that excited for it anymore. i dont know why. im just not really into going to shows as much i guess. but im definetly going to go see liferuiner april 12th. i wouldnt miss that, no chance!
xoxo
my melody!
