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So surgery is over and i made it to my computer from the couch....damm it was hard work but i really feel like talking so here i go...Today wasnt to bad i got released from the hospital at about 1. my doctor talked to me and said he was really happy with how everything turned out...which doesn't explain why i'm in so mucy damn pain....but these narcotics really fuck with your head, first it was the morphine now percaset...i just can't wait to get off if them..anywaus..teddie came by at around 2 then again a few hours ago...she is awesome...keith also just stopped by for the second time today...we just watched swingers, that movei is awesome..but yeah thanks for everyone how stopped by or called it means a lot to know that people care...anyway, one of the guys in swingers talked about how hard it is getting over someone and how after you do, you actually start to miss that achking in your heart that they made you feel...its just so hard sometimes to get over them...but it happens all at once and when it does happen its like the weight of the world being lifted from your shouldors...its just a hard thing to go through...or to watch a friend go through..i just really wonder sometimes what i ever saw..