And you never made an understanding, 'cause I... I felt this in my soul
So I'm sorry I haven't really made any kind of real contribution to my LiveJournal, but don't worry, it's been pretty much the same way on myspace. Kind of sad, too, because I've totally had the internet for a week. I'm up on MSN Messenger all night, so I get like four hours of sleep, but still manage to stay awake all through class the next day, aren't you proud.
It's kind of bizarre for me to have so little to say. I've just been doing the back-and-forth doldrum routine sort of thing, and it's actually working. I guess I really have sold out... I don't know... I mean, if you acknowledge the whole thing and you're either not bored, or okay with being bored, does it really count as selling out?
It's like the end of SLC Punk when Stevo's all like, "In the end I guess I was nothing more than a goddamn trendy-ass poser."
Maybe I'm just happy because I'm away from my mom. It really has made a world of difference in my life. Or maybe it's that I'm listening to so much Glassjaw. I would say it's the people, but pretty much all of them besides Johnathan bitch WAY more than I do, so that can't be it.
I feel strange for my utter lack of artistic contribution outside my notes I try and make for Urdu.
I miss playing Tony Hawk with my little brother. I miss pool with Johnesee.
And something's going on in my head, and I haven't quite figured it out yet.
It's kind of bizarre for me to have so little to say. I've just been doing the back-and-forth doldrum routine sort of thing, and it's actually working. I guess I really have sold out... I don't know... I mean, if you acknowledge the whole thing and you're either not bored, or okay with being bored, does it really count as selling out?
It's like the end of SLC Punk when Stevo's all like, "In the end I guess I was nothing more than a goddamn trendy-ass poser."
Maybe I'm just happy because I'm away from my mom. It really has made a world of difference in my life. Or maybe it's that I'm listening to so much Glassjaw. I would say it's the people, but pretty much all of them besides Johnathan bitch WAY more than I do, so that can't be it.
I feel strange for my utter lack of artistic contribution outside my notes I try and make for Urdu.
I miss playing Tony Hawk with my little brother. I miss pool with Johnesee.
And something's going on in my head, and I haven't quite figured it out yet.