Aren't you tired of being WEAK?? Such rage that you could scream
Why can't people let me do what the fuck I want to do? Why is it that Michael only talks to me when he gets plain pissed off that I talked to Saabi, why does Jon give a damn if I talk to Saabi? Why do people give a fuck about the fact that we went out??? It's definately OVER and I wouldn't go down that road again in a MILLION years. But people feel the need to lecture me or bug me about how stupid of me it was to date the same asshole twice... WHATEVER, I really am starting to doubt that people act more mature as time goes on, I've been dealing for the same assholes for four years and it doesn't seem any of them have improved the slightest bit when it comes to maturity.
And then what was that about Martin wanting to hang out with me and Sarah? Was he just acting cool and social or did he really mean it... I mean whatever I wouldn't mind hanging out with him, but i haven't talked to him in AGES, so there would be nothing to even talk about...
Why is it that I'm always attracted to guys who are MAJORLY disfunctional... I mean really, it suuuuucks!! I'm scared to be in a relationship anyway so let's not even consider a dating scenario, with a fucked up or with a decently "average" guy... lol watch me be single for the rest of my life while Sarah's being a player lol!! By the way, Sarah's car story was the best, I can totally imagine Ben blowing at a 3 feet flame comming out of his car's battery. I don't think I ever laughed that much in my life before :P
I need to remember to give Leah her sweater back, she's my hero for lending it to me :P. I'd really want to have a boyfriend, but when I look at the guys at my school I think "no way!". lol I mean they're not bad, I just haven't found anyone I'd want to go out with... I mean honestly my next boyfriend would feel like a first boyfriend all over again... So far my dating life has been so fucked up I never had a "normal" relationship I guess you could say. Anyway whoever's reading that (if anyone at all) sorry to be whining and boring the living hell out of you.
I don't feel like posting lyrics but I should update later tonight... I really wish Saabi wasn't in my ROP class, I really really can't stand it anymore... Ohh and by the way, I think I'll try to have a talk with Christina next time I see her saying we can't talk anymore, it will break my heart to do so, but she's just killing me, I can't deal with someone as disfunctional as she is, I just can't... the counselors at the school can't even deal with it, forget about me dealing with it!
Anyway I'm done ranting and boring the living hell about anyone...
And then what was that about Martin wanting to hang out with me and Sarah? Was he just acting cool and social or did he really mean it... I mean whatever I wouldn't mind hanging out with him, but i haven't talked to him in AGES, so there would be nothing to even talk about...
Why is it that I'm always attracted to guys who are MAJORLY disfunctional... I mean really, it suuuuucks!! I'm scared to be in a relationship anyway so let's not even consider a dating scenario, with a fucked up or with a decently "average" guy... lol watch me be single for the rest of my life while Sarah's being a player lol!! By the way, Sarah's car story was the best, I can totally imagine Ben blowing at a 3 feet flame comming out of his car's battery. I don't think I ever laughed that much in my life before :P
I need to remember to give Leah her sweater back, she's my hero for lending it to me :P. I'd really want to have a boyfriend, but when I look at the guys at my school I think "no way!". lol I mean they're not bad, I just haven't found anyone I'd want to go out with... I mean honestly my next boyfriend would feel like a first boyfriend all over again... So far my dating life has been so fucked up I never had a "normal" relationship I guess you could say. Anyway whoever's reading that (if anyone at all) sorry to be whining and boring the living hell out of you.
I don't feel like posting lyrics but I should update later tonight... I really wish Saabi wasn't in my ROP class, I really really can't stand it anymore... Ohh and by the way, I think I'll try to have a talk with Christina next time I see her saying we can't talk anymore, it will break my heart to do so, but she's just killing me, I can't deal with someone as disfunctional as she is, I just can't... the counselors at the school can't even deal with it, forget about me dealing with it!
Anyway I'm done ranting and boring the living hell about anyone...