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/Lame ass Gala concerts
thank allah
/orchestra for the semester
haha I'm lame.
I have a chamber performance tuesday and I think i would almost rather fall off the face of the Earth. It's going to be shameful. I don't like playing in front of people I know, especially when i know how shitty it sounds.
But I have to make it to Tuesday night.
I am really driving myself crazy over this. Over her.
This better pay off. One can only hope.
thank allah
/orchestra for the semester
haha I'm lame.
I have a chamber performance tuesday and I think i would almost rather fall off the face of the Earth. It's going to be shameful. I don't like playing in front of people I know, especially when i know how shitty it sounds.
But I have to make it to Tuesday night.
I am really driving myself crazy over this. Over her.
This better pay off. One can only hope.