Death as Change
I'm the happiest I've ever been in my life. Coming to California was good, even if it was only a short vacation. Now I need to buckle down and work toward a goal. I have my companion and she is amazing; now I have to go for the big goals, the ones which are important. Who the fuck knows? I'll probably fuck up again, because I'm a fucking idiot. But no, I'm going to fight that side, the side that likes to party and play stupid games, not the real me, the beyond me, who can transcend and truly shine. Yes, that's what I'll do now!