Maybe I'm the one who is a schizophrenic Psycho
Oh man, so lately, ive been bored, depressed, upset, anxious, and just really confused.
I wanna get out, and just fuck something or someone up. Me and rob joke around about an impending zombie invasion/outbreak when its slow at work, and something inside of me just wants something catastrophic like that to happen. give me direction, give me a purpose, give me nothing but the instinct to survive and forget about the rest.
When i moved home, i felt like this, but it all revolved around money, and that situation is rapidly improving, two weeks at a time. One student loan, and one credit card down, one student loan, and one credit card to go. Big ones, but its a step in the right direction
Sold my car, and my baby (Tokyo Marui SR-16 airsoft gun, [M-16 replica minus the hanlde, but with flip up sights, and rail mounts the whole way down, top and bottom] which i will miss). Between the two i walked away with 1400. The car im happy to see gone, cuz it was startin to fall apart everywhere. I feel lucky to have found the guy i did who wanted it for other purposes. The gun though... i paid six bills for it, got 4 back a year and a half later, which i should be happy about, but i really wanted to go out and play this year, i just didnt have the time or the money. anyways, this is becoming a rant about a gun... :P
So Russia is increasing its flyover's in the north, fuckin with our soveriegnty, and layin waste to Georgia. Its prolly only a matter of time before they start annexing bits and pieces of our northern archepelago. And we cant do shit about it.
Anyways, yeah, i dont know what to do with myself. I need new clothes/shoes, and i need to hang out with my friends. havent done that in about a month and a half.
just grab a beer here and there with rob.
anyways, im outta here for now. You all take er easy. I will catch yas around
Zach
I wanna get out, and just fuck something or someone up. Me and rob joke around about an impending zombie invasion/outbreak when its slow at work, and something inside of me just wants something catastrophic like that to happen. give me direction, give me a purpose, give me nothing but the instinct to survive and forget about the rest.
When i moved home, i felt like this, but it all revolved around money, and that situation is rapidly improving, two weeks at a time. One student loan, and one credit card down, one student loan, and one credit card to go. Big ones, but its a step in the right direction
Sold my car, and my baby (Tokyo Marui SR-16 airsoft gun, [M-16 replica minus the hanlde, but with flip up sights, and rail mounts the whole way down, top and bottom] which i will miss). Between the two i walked away with 1400. The car im happy to see gone, cuz it was startin to fall apart everywhere. I feel lucky to have found the guy i did who wanted it for other purposes. The gun though... i paid six bills for it, got 4 back a year and a half later, which i should be happy about, but i really wanted to go out and play this year, i just didnt have the time or the money. anyways, this is becoming a rant about a gun... :P
So Russia is increasing its flyover's in the north, fuckin with our soveriegnty, and layin waste to Georgia. Its prolly only a matter of time before they start annexing bits and pieces of our northern archepelago. And we cant do shit about it.
Anyways, yeah, i dont know what to do with myself. I need new clothes/shoes, and i need to hang out with my friends. havent done that in about a month and a half.
just grab a beer here and there with rob.
anyways, im outta here for now. You all take er easy. I will catch yas around
Zach