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im in a rut.
ive been in this crappy mood since tuesday. i was fine all day.. & then it suddenly came back.
i dont even know what to say about it.
things are just doing my head in. i want to be happy again. maybe im just stress & overwhelmed about next year.. it seems to be since then that this has all come on..
i feel like i want to take comfort in other people. people who i shouldn't take comfort in. i just need some attention. but i think i want attention from someone else. someone who actually doesnt know how i like it so that when i teach them, it wont be for the hundredth time.
i wish is was a cat. my cat has the best life.. all he has to do is eat, sleep, & cuddle. its perfect. my favourite things.
lucky cat.. he's so lucky.
i think im lonely.
ive been in this crappy mood since tuesday. i was fine all day.. & then it suddenly came back.
i dont even know what to say about it.
things are just doing my head in. i want to be happy again. maybe im just stress & overwhelmed about next year.. it seems to be since then that this has all come on..
i feel like i want to take comfort in other people. people who i shouldn't take comfort in. i just need some attention. but i think i want attention from someone else. someone who actually doesnt know how i like it so that when i teach them, it wont be for the hundredth time.
i wish is was a cat. my cat has the best life.. all he has to do is eat, sleep, & cuddle. its perfect. my favourite things.
lucky cat.. he's so lucky.
i think im lonely.