merf X 1000
i do NOT know what my deal is. i am sooo freakin bi-polar, it's exhausting. i spend all day, 9-4, working on this musical production class for LCT. I'm happy, i'm busy, life is yay. then, the SECOND i get home, i feel like i might as well just jump off a cliff cuz i'm a pathetic bitch and i'm seriously getting tired of dealing with myself. and with everyone else, too. i mean.. i'm tired of dealing with myself trying to deal with everyone else..... does that even make any sense? i dunno. i don't know anything right now. this sucks.