New Years and Promises
The new years here, 2006.
It feels slightly surreal but exciting at the same time. Im studying at the moment. Going over Anatomy of the Heart and Face. Trying and struggling to remember and understand the many pathologies that ill be tested on Wednesday. But Its been a heaping blast so far. Class every morning, 2 hours of massage then Lecture afterwards. I could think of worse ways to spend my day.
Everyone's so nice and just bursting with positive energy. Beth is one of the old crew, from Brooklyn NY. (Lets represent homegirl..) She is so motherly I just wanna hug her and pocket her for later. Javier is the class clown, terminal slacker while I hope he doesnt flunk out.
Massage is incredibly exciting and so much more than simply hands on experience. The new years started on a great plateau for me finally taking charge and doing somthing . Cruise work in the future maybe, or spa work with private practice on the side. One day Ill open my own spa.. Help me think of a name and Ill guarantee you Free Massages and Treatments if I use it!
On another Note.. The New year's started with Zip on the Boyfriend front. The Year begins with 4 boys. Normally Id be psyched, wow.. 4 boys.. but. you know what. Im not really interested in any of them.
They're great guys, but I cant see myself with any of them beyond friendship.
My Heart, and Love is currently MIA due to personal issues. I hope he's okay.. I dont know where we stand but regardless ill be okay with it.
Im determined to be more.. Active this year. To be a force of Change in my Life. Work and study is just the first part of it all. I want to throw myself out there and explore my artistic whimsy which ive kept bottled up and neglected for far to long. I want to meet new people, reconnect with old friends and fortify and build upon my current relationships. Some things to do in 2006 :
1) Get my Nipples pierced.
2)New Glasses ( who wants to go shoppiing with me)
3)Learn to Drive ( bout fucking time.. christ..)
4) Study study study
5) Be confident in myself, to be open to the potential in others.
6) LISTEN more, not with my ears..but with my heart.
7) What ever the future may hold, be content and happy in the NOW. Live for the moment.. not hte past.. not the future.
8) Stop being Single.
9) Karoke damn it. I WILL sing for you.
10) Meditate more. Find my bliss.
11) Do one thing every day that scares the shit out of me.
12) Love like its the first time, Dance like no ones watching, Sing like no ones listening..in otherwords..
13) Never forget what it was like to be a child..rediscover my Innocence.
14) Never say it unless you mean it.
15) follow My heart for good or Ill, be true to myself.
Theres more. But that will do for now. Im hopefull and optimistic for this year.
and with massage.. well.. Ill be needing lots of practice .. soo. any takers? Who wants to be my practice Friend!!??