Aug 02, 2004 14:11
No-One's breathing down my neck today, So I might actually get a decent update. Well, let's see......My BRITZTER's audition (For Blake) is today, So I'm wishing her lots of good luck.........((Not that she'll need it...)) lolz
I didn't get to talk to Mike yesterday...I called but there was no answer? Ah, Oh well......But I did talk to him on Saturday........And I was right.....He said that on Friday night he sat around and ate about 8 Zanax (or somethin' like that)...And I guess he had asked his Grama if he could take the car out and she said no...So he said that when Logan was in the shower he popped the lock on the bathroom door and took the extra key from Logan........He said that he put the car in neutral and pushed it out of the driveway and took off.......*The car's so loud he had to push it out or they would've heard him.....* lolz......Geez, Can you imagine how much shit he would've been in if the cops pulled his ass over or somethin'?....His liscence has been suspended for like almost a year and a half...lolz..................Man, that kid's a trip..................
Only a few more days of freedom and then it's back to the hell-hole.........Oh Joy?!.....((How I can't wait..........)).........*
*I'm hoping you've picked up the sarcasm in what was jjust said...........((Cause I layed it on pretty thick....))
So, Anywho.................It's just now starting to HIT ME, that when I go back to school................I WON'T Be SEEING SARAH AND JUSTIN !!!!!!!!!????????.......They were the only 2 reasons I ever went to that school (Blake)....And the only fuckin' reasons I ever stayed.........And now they're gone........
The Two people that mean the most to me aren't here anymore..........Justin got kicked-out and now he's ganna be goin' to Plant Shity!!!!!!......*Which means I'll never see him anymore....And Me And Sarah have never been separated......So it's ganna be a lil weird...(( I'm not worried sOoOo much about us though....We've been through soOoOo much in the past....That I know for a fact that we can handle this..........)) But, as far as me and Justin go.....................
Well......................................I guess we're over for good now. It's a shame to see 2 years go to hell..........But there's nohing that either one of us can really do about it now.................I still love him to death and No matter what.........Our friendship will always remain strong.................He'll always have a place in my heart..............
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!
( All of this mushy sNuff is starting to go to my head !!!!!!????...... I have to STOP !!!!!!!!)......lolz