*eyes blink*
hold on to me love
you know i can't stay long
all i wanted to say was i love you
and i'm not afraid
can you hear me?
can you feel me in your arms?
holding my last breath
safe inside myself
are all my thoughts of you
sweet raptured light it ends here tonight
i'll miss the winter
a world of fragile things
look for me in the white forest
hiding in a hollow tree (come find me)
i know you hear me
i can taste it in your tears
holding my last breath
safe inside myself
are all my thoughts of you
sweet raptured light it ends here tonight
closing your eyes to disappear
you pray your dreams will leave you here
but still you wake and know the truth
no one's there
say goodnight
don't be afraid
calling me calling me as you fade to black
i never actually listened to the lyrics to this song. hm. *ponders* its pretty bitchen. lol. omw you guys. i get my hair cut tomorrow. :be afraid: lol. yea and im gunna die in a stupid car crash. because im going to be on the freeway and i am going to kill myself and sam. wow. dammit. hm. i should feel bad. but im trying to feel happy. once again im trying to push away "it" and i hate it. for once im going to let it run its course. and i think i upset addison. i told him that he shouldnt be involved in my issue. but i never got to finish saying it hurts me hurting him. but yea.
ive been hearing a lot of shit. im sorry leo. im sorry pam. im sorry everyone on the bus on friday. he was fucked up. and being an ass. but yea. i am still so puzzled with what exactly happened with you and him pam. someone enlighten me please. cuz ive heard different versions. and i really wish to know why everyone hates him. and how exactly pam broke his heart. i think a lot of him still wants pam back. he wouldnt try being your friend if he didnt. and it really hurts me that he just wont give up. he should know by now that you dont want him back and you dont wanna talk to him. but hes constantly saying to nick "that women gets more goregous everytime i see her" whenever you pass. he thinks i dont talk to nick! he tells nick everything! i mean. gosh. it hurts me so much. idk. im venting. but i do wish to know.
you know i can't stay long
all i wanted to say was i love you
and i'm not afraid
can you hear me?
can you feel me in your arms?
holding my last breath
safe inside myself
are all my thoughts of you
sweet raptured light it ends here tonight
i'll miss the winter
a world of fragile things
look for me in the white forest
hiding in a hollow tree (come find me)
i know you hear me
i can taste it in your tears
holding my last breath
safe inside myself
are all my thoughts of you
sweet raptured light it ends here tonight
closing your eyes to disappear
you pray your dreams will leave you here
but still you wake and know the truth
no one's there
say goodnight
don't be afraid
calling me calling me as you fade to black
i never actually listened to the lyrics to this song. hm. *ponders* its pretty bitchen. lol. omw you guys. i get my hair cut tomorrow. :be afraid: lol. yea and im gunna die in a stupid car crash. because im going to be on the freeway and i am going to kill myself and sam. wow. dammit. hm. i should feel bad. but im trying to feel happy. once again im trying to push away "it" and i hate it. for once im going to let it run its course. and i think i upset addison. i told him that he shouldnt be involved in my issue. but i never got to finish saying it hurts me hurting him. but yea.
ive been hearing a lot of shit. im sorry leo. im sorry pam. im sorry everyone on the bus on friday. he was fucked up. and being an ass. but yea. i am still so puzzled with what exactly happened with you and him pam. someone enlighten me please. cuz ive heard different versions. and i really wish to know why everyone hates him. and how exactly pam broke his heart. i think a lot of him still wants pam back. he wouldnt try being your friend if he didnt. and it really hurts me that he just wont give up. he should know by now that you dont want him back and you dont wanna talk to him. but hes constantly saying to nick "that women gets more goregous everytime i see her" whenever you pass. he thinks i dont talk to nick! he tells nick everything! i mean. gosh. it hurts me so much. idk. im venting. but i do wish to know.