god i need help...

[metal_merzie]

why cant i smile anymore???

i wish i only could.

but until this resolution is solved. i wont be able to smile.

please answer me truthfully and honestly.

should i break up with addison???

btw.

new poem.

im feeling depressing..
dont let me take you down.
im just another failure.
i only make you frown.
all i do is bitch and whine.
and sit inside and lay and cry.
dont let me do the same to you.
cuz you dont deserve what i go through
no one deserves the pain i recieve
no one deserves to beg god please
just let me die.