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[metal_god666]

so thanksgiving at landos turned out really well. 2 turkeys got deep fried and both were good. All the other tons of food was good as well. I would like to do more things like that every holiday. I cant believe christmas is a month away. Once again im pretty broke. Im used to it...but i def dont like it. That needs to change. I dont really know where to look for full time work thats mon-fri during the day. Anywhere but Michigan it'd prolly be pretty easy to find. i cant stand living from check to check anymore like i do. Most the time im out of money by thursday and dont get paid again till monday. I dont even spend it on stupid shit..its usually food and gas and my one payment i have a month. Im just not getting out of the hole that im in, and its fuckin depressing.
I'm in debt pretty bad and i would like to get that shit paid off.
I need a car really bad.
I want a cell phone really bad.
I want some extra money so i dont have to sit at home with nothing to do all the time.

Growing up sucks. its like you have to turn into something you dont want to be.....to an extent. I thought about it alot...and well im pretty sure i can still be a cop. If the music doesnt work out im going to get my associates in law enforcement, and be a pig.

See what happened to Fischer during the wings game? fuck that.

Im having a pretty gay ass day, i just want to not be pissed off anymore and i want my headache to go away.