May 30, 2008 14:53
i cant do this anymore.
i need to leave.
i love you, i truely do, i love spending time with you, your beautiful, and you make me smile when ever im with you. im sorry i feel the way i do about you. but right now im hurt and i feel like all of this time you've be lying and using me to make you feel better. i love you very deeply but at the same time i hate you. i want to be with you, i wish i could be, but i cant and im leaving, i fear i'll never see you again. i hope to see you one last time and have one last kiss.
im sorry. thats all i can say