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so not much is going on, steve was home for the weekends and it appears he's having a much better start to the whole college thing that i did. im looking back on it now and for the time i was at rit, i had some fun times..but most of the time it was the suck. i really wanna get my shit done at ucc, and get the fuck outta there and outta here. im just tired of being stuck here. i really just want to get out there and be on my own, support myself and have a little more control of my own life than i do now. i mean between work and school and alot of my friends being gone, or us growing apart im pretty bored here most of the time. i have friends at ucc, but not like my hs buddies. just not as much fun really. and alot of the people i know at ucc are really not my kinda people. ehh w/e hopefully i'll only be there until may, im def not going to be able to move to tempe anytime soon though. and beucase im still here im not sure what to do or where to go now. i need to seriously start looking for transfer schools. what makes that much harder is that im steadfast about not going to ru or njit..no way in hell am i going to njit.
life is goin good tho, i mean i really cant complain, sure im not 100% where i want to be but i know that hell it could be worse. the worst thing thats happened lately is that none of my dress clothes realyl fit. im a really weird size for a dress shirt. 18.5in neck, 34-35in arm. yea they make them but they cut them for guys who weigh 400lbs or something. i have one and i swear i can fit another person in it and still have plenty of room. and i like my dress cloths to fit a little tight, they jsut look better that way. i need to buy some shirts and pants, but i also need t-shirts, and jeans. i just got rid of alot of old f'd up t's and only have 1 pair of decent jeans that i also dont really like anymore, they are just to baggy for what they are.
yea...my life is pretty boring now, but it goes on and on and i cant really complian now can i, the only thing i really want is maria, i swear im like a little fucking kid again with this shit, its been along time since i wanted a girl this bad, and had this shit happen where i totally fuck up my speach when talking to her..i also make a fool of myself.
i gotta study..and my notes are illegibable..i should work on that..my first real test of the year is tommorow and well id like to get an a on it.
life is goin good tho, i mean i really cant complain, sure im not 100% where i want to be but i know that hell it could be worse. the worst thing thats happened lately is that none of my dress clothes realyl fit. im a really weird size for a dress shirt. 18.5in neck, 34-35in arm. yea they make them but they cut them for guys who weigh 400lbs or something. i have one and i swear i can fit another person in it and still have plenty of room. and i like my dress cloths to fit a little tight, they jsut look better that way. i need to buy some shirts and pants, but i also need t-shirts, and jeans. i just got rid of alot of old f'd up t's and only have 1 pair of decent jeans that i also dont really like anymore, they are just to baggy for what they are.
yea...my life is pretty boring now, but it goes on and on and i cant really complian now can i, the only thing i really want is maria, i swear im like a little fucking kid again with this shit, its been along time since i wanted a girl this bad, and had this shit happen where i totally fuck up my speach when talking to her..i also make a fool of myself.
i gotta study..and my notes are illegibable..i should work on that..my first real test of the year is tommorow and well id like to get an a on it.