Carol of the Bells
So I'm sitting in trent and caleb's dorm room listening to "Carol of the Bells" by Thrice. It's been a strange few months.
I've never felt less like myself. I feel like I'm in someone else's life and i don't really like what they've done with the place. I was really worried this summer that my life wasn't gonna change when everyone else's did and I was gonna be left behind. Now I just want my old life back. Actually, I think what i mean is that I want my old self back. I'm not unhappy with the way things are, I'm just kind of unhappy with the way I've become. I'll be so grateful when I'm back to normal finally.
I was once so strong.
Now I'm weaker than a baby bird.
I was once so grown up.
Now I am a baby bird, trying to learn to fly again.
I've never felt less like myself. I feel like I'm in someone else's life and i don't really like what they've done with the place. I was really worried this summer that my life wasn't gonna change when everyone else's did and I was gonna be left behind. Now I just want my old life back. Actually, I think what i mean is that I want my old self back. I'm not unhappy with the way things are, I'm just kind of unhappy with the way I've become. I'll be so grateful when I'm back to normal finally.
I was once so strong.
Now I'm weaker than a baby bird.
I was once so grown up.
Now I am a baby bird, trying to learn to fly again.