Dinesh becomes a Californian
Now he's gone. And I feel whiny... so much so that I'm starting to irritate myself. Note to self: must keep whines to myself... and my blog (sorry folks).
10 times! I've read the "we're going to get through this" card he gave me over 10 times since yesterday.
It's therapy, not torture... right?
I'm sad, yet I feel like I have no right to be. He's alive and well, we didn't break up, we didn't even decide to take the relationship down one notch. I just miss him... too much. Going to sleep alone last night was harder than it should have been. For crying out loud, I'm supposed to be *used* to being single and independent... if I recall correctly, frequently sleeping alone is part of that.
I need to get perspective... it's not so bad, people go through this all the time.
I being such a needy brat. That must end. Immediately.
Oh. I'll be in SF on Aug 10th... will you?
10 times! I've read the "we're going to get through this" card he gave me over 10 times since yesterday.
It's therapy, not torture... right?
I'm sad, yet I feel like I have no right to be. He's alive and well, we didn't break up, we didn't even decide to take the relationship down one notch. I just miss him... too much. Going to sleep alone last night was harder than it should have been. For crying out loud, I'm supposed to be *used* to being single and independent... if I recall correctly, frequently sleeping alone is part of that.
I need to get perspective... it's not so bad, people go through this all the time.
I being such a needy brat. That must end. Immediately.
Oh. I'll be in SF on Aug 10th... will you?