job, as in the guy from the bible who suffers...
since livejournal is the closest thing i've had to a diary throughout high school i've made it my project to copy and paste all past entries onto a word document. this is so in twenty years i'll read all this shit and remember who i was in high school. but reading it now is really tripping me up. i just found this entrie from last year:
i just became incredibly sad. i don't know why, maybe it's because today i am officially a senior, and next year i'm going to become a legal adult, and then i'll be going to college and be on my own, and not living in the same house i've lived in all my life and be with complete strangers and losing friends i've had forever and never see certain people again who i've seen everyday for 10(-) years. but i don't think that's what it is. i think it's because i wish i was a freshmen, i wish i would have enjoyed these past three years more, and you know, really took them in, cause they went by so fast and i can't believe it's almost over. maybe i'm just being dramatic, i still have a year, i should just take my own advice, but i know i won't.
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anyway, this summer is going to SUCK!
everyone is working, i of course have no job, and everyone is always busy!!! i have no idea what i'll do with myself but i really don't want to be depressed during my last weeks of freedom
if anyone knows of any job opportunities please COMMENT!
i just became incredibly sad. i don't know why, maybe it's because today i am officially a senior, and next year i'm going to become a legal adult, and then i'll be going to college and be on my own, and not living in the same house i've lived in all my life and be with complete strangers and losing friends i've had forever and never see certain people again who i've seen everyday for 10(-) years. but i don't think that's what it is. i think it's because i wish i was a freshmen, i wish i would have enjoyed these past three years more, and you know, really took them in, cause they went by so fast and i can't believe it's almost over. maybe i'm just being dramatic, i still have a year, i should just take my own advice, but i know i won't.
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anyway, this summer is going to SUCK!
everyone is working, i of course have no job, and everyone is always busy!!! i have no idea what i'll do with myself but i really don't want to be depressed during my last weeks of freedom
if anyone knows of any job opportunities please COMMENT!