edward penis-hands
this weekend what did i do? well friday night i babysat, psycho child who was racist and going through her little "you aren't the boss of me i can do whatever i want," phase. on sat i was going to go out but ended up baking (literally: muffins) and baking (smoking) (nice little pun). not very exciting. it was really depressing, yesterday i woke up at twelve and then went to bed at about twelve and when i got in bed i felt like i had just been there, i barely remembered my day, it just felt like i got up to pee and then was back in the bed, it felt like i had just wasted a day, that's how it's been going lately, just going through the motions ("until i'm old enough to drop out"-what's that from????????? i'll buy you a candy bar if you get it!) and every day feels kind of like a waste of life, not really doing anything good with my time. i know i should get off my ass and do something about it but, well really i have no excuse.