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[mestxupxvisions]

I hate that word. That word sorry. People use it to get out of shit. They never mean sorry. Sorry is when the person you HURT comes to you and has to TELL you you actually hurt them. And THEN, you say sorry. "Oh, I'm sorry." Fuck you and your sorries. I hate sorry. Sorry is when you take a knife and kill yourself. The only thing you can write to

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[a_static_lovexo]

SHILOH, WOULD YOU RATHER ME JUST GO KILL MYSELF WITH A KNIFE. AND WRITE "SORRY I WAS SO DEPRESSED." BECUASE GOD DAMN IF YOU WANT ME TO FINE I WILL

[mestxupxvisions]

Dearest Amanda, if I didn't think I deserved you and that you would actually treat me half way decent I wouldn't have liked you for this long. I still like you. This whole entry isn't about you, but it just pisses me off how people expect everything to be alright after sorry. This comment made me cry, and made me realize that maybe sorry isn't such a bad word. How can you say so many wonderful things to me and not expect me to like you Amanda? How can you tell me that I deserve so much better then someone who I think is the greatest person I've ever met. I didn't like anyone besides you for the longest time. A quarter of my reason of coming back to Florida was for you. I love you a lot, your my Mandaz. I just wish you would have seen how much you meant, and mean, to me. Now is my turn to say sorry, and that I hope David treats you better then I have today.

[a_static_lovexo]

You don't have to say sorry at all. I don't deserve a sorry. I know for a fact I messed up. And, Shiloh, I really do mean it when I say sorry. I wouldn't say it if I didn't mean it. And not everything is alright after sorry. I know for a fact it doesn't work like that. I'm the queen of mistakes trust me sorry better mean something if I, or someone else, say it. I still like you also, just becuase I have a boyfriend doesn't mean everything changes. I liked you before I even knew him, I'm not just gonna stop suddenly. It doesn't work like that. That may upset him, but its true. And I didn't mean to hurt you Shiloh. And this chris guy better treat you right or when he gets here I'll kick his ass. AND I'LL DO IT IN A SKIRT TOO DAMMIT. >=0 I'm the only one allowed to fuck up my dearest shiloh-nator's life. =) In a good way of course. I LOVIES YA.

[mestxupxvisions]

haha, I love this new nickname shiloh-nator. It's great. And thanks so much for the support with Chris.. other people would be like "omg, he's too hott for you" LMFAO. But I really love you, and like you. And I'm glad things aren't going to change between us. ;) <3333 I love you meh Mandaz.

[a_static_lovexo]

WTF DUDE. IF SOMEONE SAYS HE IS TO HOTT FOR YOU, YOU TELL ME. AND I'LL PUT ON MY LEATHER SKIRT AND SUNGLASS AND BIG BOOTS AND WHOOP SOME ASS. =D

[mestxupxvisions]

HAHA. w00perz! I'll beat some ass wif chu. XD!