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yeah i dont really update this much anymore. i just dont see the point in it anymore. hardly anybody reads it and theres nothing to write in it anyways. but anyways. i actually did stuff today. i sat around for a while though. then ash came and got me and we went to get snowballs. then we went to mars so she could get a snapple. then we went to merritt park and played on the swings. then we went to the movies but there was nothing playing so we went to her house and watched jeepers creepers 2. kinda gay. then we went over ashley strans house and walked to the pier. those damn bugs bit me all up. then we went to her trampoline and sat there and talked for a while. and now im here. im kinda mad cuz i called amber and guess who answers the phone. well actually first it was her mom and then brandon picks up. so u know what i did. i hung up. she called back and was like why did u hang up and i was like i felt like it. ill give u one guess y and she was like i figured. and i said im gonna go call me when hes not there and she said ok. but she still hasnt called. the more time that passes the more i get pissed. but o well why should i care? because its my best friend with the one thing that pisses me off the most in the world. or because what he has done to me. or cuz she talks all this shit about him but still hangs out with him. or cuz shes my best friend and she shouldnt do that. i dunno but i need to keep busy so i can forget about it. but how exactly do i forget about something like that. or am i not suppose to? who knows. but right now im so pissed i dunno what to think.