so bury me in memory his smile your rope

[mestupgurlie13]

yeah..Nicole if you read this. i just would like to let you know that nothing in this entry is going to be edited therefore you need to deal with what im going to say. sometimes people bitch and complain and added to mine it equals alot. but sometimes i write exactly what i think. pleasing no one because i have no one to please. i dont answer to you or anyone else. i am what i am. i write from the heart and yea i lie, who doesnt? but it doesnt mean i dont want you around as a friend or anything like that. its just that right now, this thing is supposed to be a place where i can put down what i think and have somewhere where people can see whats going on, which is exactly what it is. and i dont see why you would get all pissy about me editing something out of one of my entries. and to tell you the truth i dont think you should have. the one thing i edited was something that wasnt necesarily (sp?) true. and i thought it didnt belong in the entry it was in so i took it out. and to answer your question it was about you. but i could care less what you would have thought about it because i edited it out like 4 days ago. because i just didnt edit it out when you asked if you could see my journal. so now as i eat my popcorn, i just hope you get it and if you dont oh well not my problem. because i have enough on my own i dont need yours too. you also need to realize that just because not everyone is like you doesnt make them wierd or uncool or less important than you are. and dont even say you dont because you know you do. and usually if you have something to say at least have the guts to say something to a persons face not behind their backs.

im done sticking up for whats right, wait no wrong words. im done hiding from the truth that i cant please the world and i dont want to.

Liz