i met so many men and its like their all the same
punk goes pop. gotta love it. the starting lines remake of im real is hilarious! its so funny! HOLLA! WHATS MY NAME!
sorry- im getting yelled at for writing about the same thing over and over so..*cough*ryan*cough*
i had the sudden urge last night to talk to chris and it was wierd because we are done, their is no friendliness between us anymore. and i just really wanted to talk to him. i dont know. my life is so screwed up right now, its not even funny. i dont get it. why is it so hard for me to let the damn kid? hes just an ass. and i cant seem to forget about him. i wish i could though. because i know he wont talk to me and if he did it would all be sarcasm. and i guess in the beginning i blamed chelsea jay for it, but i guess its really not her fault its mostly mine and his but she still gets some of the blame for being a slut. and its angering, because...never mind its been said before go look in one of the previous journals for it. im not gonna sit here and cry my heart of for him, hes an ass. its almost as though i cant be around him because it hurts me so much.
thats it im done with chris, for now. i dont know if i will ever forget about that kid, but i wish i could. it would be damn nice
christine roth- you need to fix your ankle. very much and very quickly. understand? we only got til next monday.
ok this is over im done
sorry- im getting yelled at for writing about the same thing over and over so..*cough*ryan*cough*
i had the sudden urge last night to talk to chris and it was wierd because we are done, their is no friendliness between us anymore. and i just really wanted to talk to him. i dont know. my life is so screwed up right now, its not even funny. i dont get it. why is it so hard for me to let the damn kid? hes just an ass. and i cant seem to forget about him. i wish i could though. because i know he wont talk to me and if he did it would all be sarcasm. and i guess in the beginning i blamed chelsea jay for it, but i guess its really not her fault its mostly mine and his but she still gets some of the blame for being a slut. and its angering, because...never mind its been said before go look in one of the previous journals for it. im not gonna sit here and cry my heart of for him, hes an ass. its almost as though i cant be around him because it hurts me so much.
thats it im done with chris, for now. i dont know if i will ever forget about that kid, but i wish i could. it would be damn nice
christine roth- you need to fix your ankle. very much and very quickly. understand? we only got til next monday.
ok this is over im done