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I just miss her so much sometimes. It hurts so bad that I cant even eat sometimes. I dont think sheheven cares either and thats what hurts more than anything the fact she dont care anymore. I said some mean things i know only cause iw as so hurt and it dont justify any of them. I just .. i dont know why like he is so wrong for him not saying i;m right for her but of everyone she could leave me for why him. Why give up on me some one that has values and that would always be ther for you. None of it makes sence to me none of it. Maybe i think to much maybe i need something beter to do with my time i dont know. I guess i'm done for now..i just want to hold someone and feel safe again.