(no subject)
It's kind of fucked up that it took me so long to realize. I mean, of course many have warned me and many have told me their views of it, but for some reason it never actually occurred to me. Seeing that I do feel the same as they do now, it makes me feel a little dumb and especially ignorant towards such a matter. Instead of dwelling on how I was too blind to see it, the next step needs to be thought of and action must be taken. For such an imminent situation, it seems very necessary. I guess the question of what to do is visible, but, as always, I don't know.
I just, don't know.
I just, don't know.