update!!! EXCITING!!!
some good stuff.....yes!
yesterday night i was hanging out with rachel in my room just smokin or whatever and my mom called up and said Embry-Riddle was on the phone (this school its called Embry-Riddle Aeronautical University its in Prescott ARizONA!!) and i thought they were calling just to ask if i got this information they sent me and the guy was like im just calling to say that you've been accepted into our school in the SPACE PHYSICS PROGRAM!!! isn't that sooo awesome i am so fucking excited!! my choice is between that school and PENN STATE =) but i didnt get accepted to penn state yet! im so excited, its great!!!
james came to school yesterday with shaun (his best friend) it was okay, i mean i was feeling a little sad at first then we were just talking and stuff...i think, well...he's like totally different now. like he smokes cigarettes, smokes weed, drinks alot, he curses all the time...he's hot like the way he looks, but he is very unattractive..i dont think im to sad anymore. he forgave me and now...i just dont seem to like him as much, ill always have a place for him in my heart but, the way he is now, we could never be back together..i think hes a pretty terrible person nowadays! oh yeah, when i got the call from the school i called like a million people to tell them, and i called james. he's like uhhh i have people over now and he was smoking weed and hes like yeah i gotta go...he was being a fuckin dickhead WHATEVER, i dont love him anymore, he's a piece of white trash, im glad i saw him because now i realize there is nothing to be missing cuz hes just another asshole. oh well, joey crecca doesnt seem to be doing so well, i dont know whats wrong with him..i wish he could talk to me, im good for listening and trying to help, i am really...maybe he doesnt feel comfortable with me..i hope we can be friends this summer cuz i know we can have fun together.