Can I just say something?
My whole life I've been very resistant to change in all of it's forms. But lately, I've been taking an inventory of my life, my friends, my activities, and I'm very ready for some changes. I'm just carrying a lot of dead weight these days.
Some of my friends suck. Ouch, right? I mean, I do have some very good friends. Don't get me wrong. These are friends that love me and support me in all circumstances. When life is just getting me down, they are there to let me be silly and cry it out. When I have good news, they are always there to smile with me and tell me "hey, good job. I'm so happy for you" or something of that nature. Lately I've noticed that some of my acquaintances perform these tasks better than some people I call my friends. It's a harsh statement, I know, but I don't regret making it. And I'll own up. Part of it's the nature of high school and this season. I could be a better friend to some people, but I often feel I don't have time for it. But the standard qualities...you know...the whole being there whenever they need me, whether in joy (because believe it or not, you DO need your friends in joy) or sorrow...I am there 100%. Call me out on it now if you feel otherwise.
Other than that, I'm so happy. I got to break out my ORANGE JACKET today! It never seems to go out of style. I love this jacket.
I got accepted into Baylor with a pretty nice scholarship, I must say. I'm pretty excited, but my mind isn't made up by any means. It all depends on how my auditions go.
I ate lunch with Trevor today. I love Trevor. Love him so much. He's a keeper.
This is a busy weekend. Busy season. Busy life.
Some of my friends suck. Ouch, right? I mean, I do have some very good friends. Don't get me wrong. These are friends that love me and support me in all circumstances. When life is just getting me down, they are there to let me be silly and cry it out. When I have good news, they are always there to smile with me and tell me "hey, good job. I'm so happy for you" or something of that nature. Lately I've noticed that some of my acquaintances perform these tasks better than some people I call my friends. It's a harsh statement, I know, but I don't regret making it. And I'll own up. Part of it's the nature of high school and this season. I could be a better friend to some people, but I often feel I don't have time for it. But the standard qualities...you know...the whole being there whenever they need me, whether in joy (because believe it or not, you DO need your friends in joy) or sorrow...I am there 100%. Call me out on it now if you feel otherwise.
Other than that, I'm so happy. I got to break out my ORANGE JACKET today! It never seems to go out of style. I love this jacket.
I got accepted into Baylor with a pretty nice scholarship, I must say. I'm pretty excited, but my mind isn't made up by any means. It all depends on how my auditions go.
I ate lunch with Trevor today. I love Trevor. Love him so much. He's a keeper.
This is a busy weekend. Busy season. Busy life.