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When I arrived at the Rose tonight I went behind retail to put down my stuff and take off my jacket. As I emerged, Dougie, Perkins and Ginger (who were all sitting at the bar) leaned forward in unison and cooed, "Hiiiii-iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!" So hilariously cute and made me feel very loved.
Things that don't make me feel very loved:
- Phoning Dessert in between shifts today and asking him where he was, because I had a little time to kill and was hoping he'd help me kill it. His response, "Well, I'm on my way to the grocery store. I guess I'm not far from home, but....." "Alright, go do your thing, I suppose I'll just head to work early then.. " "K. Have a good night!" We haven't had sex in almost a week, and that conversation didn't exactly scream, "Yeah! I want you! I'm excited! Let's do this!!"
- Dessert making a giant pot of pasta sauce to freeze. It would be great except there's a ton of celery in it and he knows how much I absolutely hate celery. I guess he's not planning on sharing.
- Me asking Dessert if he wants to have date night on Thursday, which is my first night off this week. "I thought you were painting with Jade. If not, yeah." Woah! Don't get too excited about the prospect of spending time with me..
I'm doing my damnedest to be sweet and attentive and loving lately. Honestly. I leave him sweet notes to find. I'm extra affectionate in my texts. I'm doing my best to be accommodating and easy-going. But he seems more distant than ever. Ergh.
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