Jul 05, 2011 18:40
As luck would have it, one of my Wild Rose regulars came into Ceili's for lunch today, and during the same shift one of my coworkers found out I work at the Rose and immediately texted one of my coworkers over there, who she used to date. So now everybody knows about my new job. *sigh* It doesn't really matter, in the grand scheme of things, but for whatever reason I'm finding it really embarrassing. It's not that Ceili's is so terrible, I'm just over it, over serving and that lifestyle and that work environment. I'm good at it, but I don't enjoy it, not even one tiny bit.
And I don't understand what the deal is with the Rose. Andrew's grandfather passed away so he flew home for the week, and even with all his shifts needing to be covered I didn't get asked to pick up a single one. I'm kind of pissed off about that, and it makes me wonder why. As far as I know I'm not doing anything wrong, and I don't think I've stepped on any toes, but I feel SO insecure there now, when I used to feel so comfortable and at home.
I worked 7 hours between the two jobs today, which seemed like an eternity. Yeah, I know.
I'm grumpy and unhappy.
it's just life,
i suck,
hard times