I'm definitely having issues.
My week has been... less than stellar. Nothing new, nothing different, and I think that was precisely the problem. Oh, and the fact that nobody was responding to any of my calls or texts, including my supposed best girl, the hottie who gave me his card and TOLD ME TO CALL HIM (what's the point if you're not going to respond, dude?), I tried to say hi to The Boy but it was extremely awkward and he basically hung up on me, and even V has been giving me the slough off.
What gives? Did I all of a sudden become extremely uncool, or unbearably annoying or something???? I don't get it. And it would probably piss me off if I wasn't so depressed.
Yes, depressed. Ok, not so much at this exact moment, but I had a solid 20 minutes of depression earlier this evening and it was NOT pleasant. Seriously though... *sigh* I haven't felt this low in a long time and it's taking everything I can manage to not fall deeper into it tonight.
This is really not cool.
Plus, Mr. So-Right-It-Hurts is playing it waaaaaaaaay too cool. I'm down with taking it slow, I'm down with taking it casual, but this is ridiculous.
But I have a VERY busy week coming up, so that should keep my mind off of my pitiful existence for at least a few days. Although I do have to wear a skin tight, all white outfit for 5 days in a row and I'm feeling decidedly lumpy and un-thin. *groan*
This is my typical state of emotional well-being in February.... I knew I got off too easy this year.
What gives? Did I all of a sudden become extremely uncool, or unbearably annoying or something???? I don't get it. And it would probably piss me off if I wasn't so depressed.
Yes, depressed. Ok, not so much at this exact moment, but I had a solid 20 minutes of depression earlier this evening and it was NOT pleasant. Seriously though... *sigh* I haven't felt this low in a long time and it's taking everything I can manage to not fall deeper into it tonight.
This is really not cool.
Plus, Mr. So-Right-It-Hurts is playing it waaaaaaaaay too cool. I'm down with taking it slow, I'm down with taking it casual, but this is ridiculous.
But I have a VERY busy week coming up, so that should keep my mind off of my pitiful existence for at least a few days. Although I do have to wear a skin tight, all white outfit for 5 days in a row and I'm feeling decidedly lumpy and un-thin. *groan*
This is my typical state of emotional well-being in February.... I knew I got off too easy this year.