Exploration of curiosity...
I have come to the conclusion that I am someone who needs company. I have always kept fairly good company, but some better than others. The friendship circle used to be astonishing and hard to even keep up with.
Now, I spend my time doing older adult things. Raising kids is one of the best things I'll ever get to do. Is that part of life that doesn't last forever. It is a cold and harsh reality. We almost faced as parents. People outgrow each other. Their interest become less interesting . Grow apart or grow up?
There is too much pushback. There is too much disagreement. I refuse to fight with those I respect or even respected.