Oct 24, 2006 02:01
The ball started rolling today. Toward introspection, frustration, change, and hopefully healing. It's scary. I can't help but think it won't work out. That it won't help. But it's gotta be better than this. I have been at a stand still for much too long. My life has been unraveling for some time now and I need to stop the thread. I don't have much to say. I'm being vague, I know. I can spend a million words not talking about something. That you should already know.
Everything has got to change because staying the same is no longer an option. That comfort has been taken away from me. It hurts, it hurts, it hurts to know that, but I hope it won't for long.
More craziness to come (like always...!).
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