May 28, 2004 02:32
How come I feel like I've lost the ability to make anyone feel better?
I feel words coming out of my mouth, but they feel stupid and insignifigant.
Going away to college has somehow enlightened me, yet brought cob-webs on my brain.
I've become a cynic against my will and I don't know what to do about it anymore. Can I do what I want in life while being a cynic?
I have this annoying problem of wanting to help whenever my friends are feeling down, but sometimes you have to accept that they are going through it on their own and all you can do is sit and listen, which is help enough. But it doesn't feel like i'm helping, so why do i keep talking?
Together forever, grew up within the same walls, but no one knows you.
Amazing what a year can do.
What did I just say?
Good night