Adding Insult To Injury
Puke...
that's what I want to do everytime I think about what she might be doing on all these dates she's going on. It truly makes me sick.
Yes, we broke up. No, I don't want to get back together with her. And yet when she tells me that I don't even want to know what she's been doing, I feel insulted. Like, how could she just move on so quickly. Like, she didn't even skip a beat. Like, I was just a bump to slow her down.
And to make matters worse, she says we can't be friends anymore. She says that I don't respond like a friend does. But what I don't think she understands is that I can't just go from "love of my life" to "best buddies" with a snap of the fingers. I have to have some time to adjust to this new role, but she says she needs the friend now.
and she sent me a text after this convo saying I shouldn't "play asshole" with her feelings... whatever that means.
oh, but she still loves me... bullshit. I just don't know what to think anymore. The only way I know how to move on from this is to stop caring... is to just stop trying... to just not even talk to her.
But really, I wish we could be friends. i wish she could give me the time I need to adjust, and i wish she would stop expecting things.
that's what I want to do everytime I think about what she might be doing on all these dates she's going on. It truly makes me sick.
Yes, we broke up. No, I don't want to get back together with her. And yet when she tells me that I don't even want to know what she's been doing, I feel insulted. Like, how could she just move on so quickly. Like, she didn't even skip a beat. Like, I was just a bump to slow her down.
And to make matters worse, she says we can't be friends anymore. She says that I don't respond like a friend does. But what I don't think she understands is that I can't just go from "love of my life" to "best buddies" with a snap of the fingers. I have to have some time to adjust to this new role, but she says she needs the friend now.
and she sent me a text after this convo saying I shouldn't "play asshole" with her feelings... whatever that means.
oh, but she still loves me... bullshit. I just don't know what to think anymore. The only way I know how to move on from this is to stop caring... is to just stop trying... to just not even talk to her.
But really, I wish we could be friends. i wish she could give me the time I need to adjust, and i wish she would stop expecting things.