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Ok, today it's my life straight up
without any poetic composition.
I'm ready to let everything go and
start a new.
Make everythinf different. make my entire
life different.
I want to see things differently instead
of through the blinders that I'm
apparently wearing.
I never knew how cheap I was until yesterday.
I can't afford a haircut, so I spent, lets say
about an hour in front of the mirror
cutting my own hair, the fringe looks good
the front section.. hahah layers.
the back.. ohh yes we can say I gave up.
I tired of the crypticness of my journals
today so yes, its the straight up
idiotic, depthless me.
hey
pattybear!! hey
broken_not_fine .. oh and hey
kassafrasss
hopefully patty sees that cause she told me once
that she has filters and that she can't always see dedications
otherwise I'll just let her know and that I waved
-waves-
yes this is getting very random, but hey its
my life, who ever said that anyones life
is planned out, written down and followed like
a squedual. that'll just get to tiring.
life is built upon the spontanious adventures
that we encounter and create each day,
its the risks that make us grow and the
leaps and bounds we take that help us learn.
without stepping into a new world you'll ever trully
know what you lived in.
I have so much more to say, so much more
to vent out and so much more to yell through
this keyboard. but I realized what would that do?
Course I can let out all my frustration into this blog
but what happens after that, it still isn't solved
it still isn't made better, it's still around.
simple as that.
so if you've read this far, leave a comment
tell me how to gain inspiration back and one suggestion
to do tomorrow, anything at all
from baking cookies to skinny dipping..
and if I do it, a very special post will be dedicated to you
MUSIC;; BABY COME ON ACOUSTIC - +44
MOOD;; UNISPIRED AND NEEDING NEW LIGHT
TODAYS WISH;; FOR SOMEONE TO TELL ME HOW TO DREAM AGAIN
she's a media whore
overtaken by the scene
letting pictures guide her path
and tv shows be mean
she reads all the articles
and follows like religion
buying her soul through
brand names
looking for sensations
little miss teen craze
fell into her spell
when will she realise that magazines
don't mean that well