There are no words to describe the anger inside me!
Ok so first of: I went and saw Raise Your Voice. Spectactular.................. need I say more???
Ok so I got home tonight at like 11:45 ish and Im not really tired so I decided to get on the computer. Well to my surprise Alicia was on line and we've never talked online before so she IMed me. And she asked what i was doing up so late and I told her about the movie and stuff and then i asked her what she was doing up late and she told me that she had just gotten home from dancing at this place in Tampa. And right then I got mad because eversince the begining of last summer before she went to Colorado her and her mom and I were talking about taking dance lessons like salsa and swing and stuff like that not ballet lol). So I was really upset and she tried to use the excuse of "oh well you went to the movie without me so its only fair" Bull Crap! Ok we've been talking about dancing for 6 months and she new that Becca and I planned to see this movie. So by now im getting pretty upset and THEN to top it all off she told me that MONTANA went!!!!!!!!!! Ok now that totally crossed the line! Im already jealous of this stupid guy cause hes stealing my freaking best friend away from me but then he comes in and takes my place for dancing! I cant even explain how furious i am. And then she called me to try to make me laugh so i wouldnt be mad but I dont think I've ever been this mad before in my life. And im not the jealous type so its stupid but come one shes known this stupid kid for 2 and a half months. Give me a break! We've know each other since 3rd grade! Im so mad I cant even explain it. This is the time when I would want a boyfriend so that I could just crawl into his arms and sob. But then I get a reality check and remeber me goals. So that a reason to just let this by becuase I cant focus on hating Montana I gotta focus on my goals! But I mean come on this sucks!