Back from the Edge
Hi everyone. It's me again.
I have been feeling pretty crappy lately, as you all know, and I've sunk lower than I ever thought I'd go... and maybe I'm still not done sinking. But here I am, safe and mostly sound, just in case you were worried.
I got to a point where I was completely ready to end my own life. Didn't, as you can plainly see. Thought about it a lot, and I would go so far as to say I was planning on it, but I didn't.
Is that a step? Or is my resolve simply weak as yet?
I think maybe I am manic-depressive. I'll be looking into what that means, exactly, but I've got a good general idea and I think it'd be helpful to know for sure. Unlike Tom Cruise, I am not afraid to ask for help if my emotional issues are indeed medical in nature.
In other news, nothing.
I have been feeling pretty crappy lately, as you all know, and I've sunk lower than I ever thought I'd go... and maybe I'm still not done sinking. But here I am, safe and mostly sound, just in case you were worried.
I got to a point where I was completely ready to end my own life. Didn't, as you can plainly see. Thought about it a lot, and I would go so far as to say I was planning on it, but I didn't.
Is that a step? Or is my resolve simply weak as yet?
I think maybe I am manic-depressive. I'll be looking into what that means, exactly, but I've got a good general idea and I think it'd be helpful to know for sure. Unlike Tom Cruise, I am not afraid to ask for help if my emotional issues are indeed medical in nature.
In other news, nothing.