Rachel

[messiahgreg]

Today marks the end of a brief tryst with an old friend of mine, name of Rachel. We spent Halloween together, did the whole kiss thing, thought about getting back together, but upon much closer review, decided it was a bad idea

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one giant leap

[anonymous]

im very very proud of you for choosing the narrow path
believe me...it has the brightest opening at the end
heres to fixing problems the right way and hoping for betterness. :)

--Sarah

Well!

[messiahgreg]

Here's me admitting to never thinking I'd hear from you again.
We should catch up. I'd like to belive there is a light out there, because even I'm not seeing it lately. Peace!

it's NB

[anonymous]

hey, if you ever need any one to talk to i'll listen

Re: Well!

[anonymous]

i dont know about catching up...i kind of need to leave my current life behind, not to mention the one i had previous to this. its just a series of events to help me learn, and when a lesson is done i really dont want to stay back. you catch my metaphor? while that sounds like a supremely calm brushoff, i dont intend it as such..i just dont think that would be ...exactly wise. im not the patient sort, nor would it be long before there was a so called 'tryst' again. trust me. im fickle, and the above is your disclaimer, straight from the horses mouth. at any rate...if found as of late that if you take yourself away from your emotions and step back and look at your situation as if it were someone elses, you can see a light so bright it hurts. give it a try. it works for me. disembody yourself if you have to, no matter how grim it sounds. great shit happens. and i dont mean get high, obviously.

peace indeed, but im not sure about the catchup game. that game was meant to be lost.
good luck escaping the mousewheel of the human brain.

Always amazed

[messiahgreg]

When you step away from your emotions, you are backing away from the beauty of what it means to be human. This may seem nice to you, but humanity is all we are given and I am going to squeeze every drop of time out of it

Re: Always amazed

[anonymous]

welllll...ok. i will stop reading after i bid you adieu, allrighty?
i dont mean to come off as worldwise...but i do mean to not let myself sink into highschool idiocy. aka, thinking i've found my fiancee at the age of 16. by the way, we are no longer together due to my change of heart and his passive aggressive (emphasis on agressive) behavior. oy vey.
at any rate..i moved on, rather more quickly than i expected. not even in the rebound sense. even that isnt going peacy.
theres tye ups in the "Bros before hoes" unspoken rule, if you will. at any rate....i do carry the lessons from my old life(lives?) okay...my 'phases'
i just find it easier to cope by relaxing and letting it go.

Here's to nirvana, and a complete lack of teen sprit. Yea!
have a good life my man. ;)