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So, I'm loosing control of alot of things again.
I guess thats what I really want, is control over things. My life, my emotion, my band. I mean, those are ALL The things i really need to get control over.
So...I might be userped from my own band, we will see though. I dunno, we will see though. I guess he's losing intrest. See thats the problem, I wish I learned how to play all instraments, then this wouldnt be a problem. But I dont. So, i might be out of a drummer. I guess technically I wouldnt be userped so much, me and shayla leaving greg to play on his own. I dunno, we will see though. But if he isnt enjoying himself, no point in playing with him. This is what its about. And I cant be denied. I need this, its all i got left.
Its all I have left.
I guess thats what I really want, is control over things. My life, my emotion, my band. I mean, those are ALL The things i really need to get control over.
So...I might be userped from my own band, we will see though. I dunno, we will see though. I guess he's losing intrest. See thats the problem, I wish I learned how to play all instraments, then this wouldnt be a problem. But I dont. So, i might be out of a drummer. I guess technically I wouldnt be userped so much, me and shayla leaving greg to play on his own. I dunno, we will see though. But if he isnt enjoying himself, no point in playing with him. This is what its about. And I cant be denied. I need this, its all i got left.
Its all I have left.