Apr 14, 2005 23:37
And so it is so, that the black heart is worse with the combination of the iron tounge. How silly of me, how silly, it is such a shame. Shame on me, shame on me to be so naieve as to think so silly. I am quite bemused, and quite disapointed. Because then there were two, and i fear, the greater part of me that by the time the time strolls around past the sunset, it will be zero. THe quanitity that fear has allied with besides the 666. How i wish the truth was not so, how i wish i were not so. But indeed this are unfortunite times indeed, and i will never understand the lines that are drawn, nor the scars that are formed. i will never understand the creatures, nor their souls, nor my own for that matter. THis trail winds so slowly, with sharp turns, and horrific sights. I am scared to think that i am scared for that matter. I am scared of what lurks deep, deep, and deeper into the mirror. It is a scary sight, and how serious the matter is that i would question, and question and find answers that do not suit me, that side with me, and for that matter justify me. but i am not justifiable, no, no sir i am not. I am most disagreeable, and more wrong then they know, more then i know. No doubt rears its ugly head. And that saddens me.
but on the flip side i would be totally wrong i suppose. Anyway. Just felt like being creative this time around with my journal, have fun decipering it if you'd like.
And then there were two. and how i fear to lose them as well.