Have you seen my mental break down? I think i left it at ur place, call me if you find it.
It's soooooooo relative.
I mean everything is joined.
The way u are, the way you want to be, and the person you end up being.
Sometimes the person you want to be is the way you are and you don't realize it, so you pretend to be something else.
Some times the person you want to be isn't the person you are because you are the person you ended up being.
Or else sometimes you must be something you hate to protect everyone around you from the person you're most likely to end up being.
All in all no one is anyone, and the only people that are only pretend to be!
What makes it the most mind fucking, is that sometimes you're not even a person!
Some times you're something else,
Something deep within us all,
something very few find,
something i found,
But want to hide.
Somthing so preciouse and secret that no one can know!
I like it alot,
I would even say i love it.
To feel that way,
to exersize so much power, while feeling pain and emotion, the hight of man kind lies in the power of something mankind cant comprehend.
If this was you, you would do it too, be its me, and i don't like to conform.
I'm like a five year old who wont do what mommy says cuz i'm in a huff!
But its a good huff,
a powerfull huff.
And if you don't like it i might just go into fits.
Lay on the ground and pound my fists against my head. Untill the hurting starts,
Untill the blood flows,
Untill you stop looking,
Untill, untill.
I look forward to the day they come to take me away, this is the day i let loose, no more holding back, no more skirmishes on the side of the battle feild. On that day it will be all out war, charging all horses forward, to either victory or defeat.
Like the samurai i will not live with defeat, so i must win.
But can I?
Do i have the power i always thought i did?
Or am i an empty shell waiting to be thrown away,
useless to stop the inevitable.
Oh well I have some time yet,
soi these questions will just have to wait,
Untill then,
Lets go for a hunt some time!
I mean everything is joined.
The way u are, the way you want to be, and the person you end up being.
Sometimes the person you want to be is the way you are and you don't realize it, so you pretend to be something else.
Some times the person you want to be isn't the person you are because you are the person you ended up being.
Or else sometimes you must be something you hate to protect everyone around you from the person you're most likely to end up being.
All in all no one is anyone, and the only people that are only pretend to be!
What makes it the most mind fucking, is that sometimes you're not even a person!
Some times you're something else,
Something deep within us all,
something very few find,
something i found,
But want to hide.
Somthing so preciouse and secret that no one can know!
I like it alot,
I would even say i love it.
To feel that way,
to exersize so much power, while feeling pain and emotion, the hight of man kind lies in the power of something mankind cant comprehend.
If this was you, you would do it too, be its me, and i don't like to conform.
I'm like a five year old who wont do what mommy says cuz i'm in a huff!
But its a good huff,
a powerfull huff.
And if you don't like it i might just go into fits.
Lay on the ground and pound my fists against my head. Untill the hurting starts,
Untill the blood flows,
Untill you stop looking,
Untill, untill.
I look forward to the day they come to take me away, this is the day i let loose, no more holding back, no more skirmishes on the side of the battle feild. On that day it will be all out war, charging all horses forward, to either victory or defeat.
Like the samurai i will not live with defeat, so i must win.
But can I?
Do i have the power i always thought i did?
Or am i an empty shell waiting to be thrown away,
useless to stop the inevitable.
Oh well I have some time yet,
soi these questions will just have to wait,
Untill then,
Lets go for a hunt some time!