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i always seem to lose my chapstick, and then find it later in my brothers room. i've never really liked using it after i find it there, though. even my softlips french vanilla is missing. i want a chapstick for my backpack, and one for my bedroom. and maybe one to keep in my pocket all the time. i really like lipsmackers, but all the flavors/kinds i like seem to be gone. which is kind of a bummer, if you ask me. all i want to do is clean, reorganize, and not sit still or think too long. but i can't just clean, i can't really figure out what to do. i think life should get back to normal now, really i do. i'm going shopping with my mommy tomorrow, and i'm really excited. i think i might even get my haircut, or maybe i'll wait till my camera's working on again. or maybe, well, i don't know.
i really want to get out of this place. get away from everyone and everything. i'd like to take a little trip to alabama and hang out with some of the coolest kids ever. i miss stuff, and some stuff i don't miss at all. yesterday sucked, and today my mommy signed me out early and i spent time with her. i've had the worst cramps in the world, and my entry is really random. not that it matters, cause i don't think anyone really pays much attention anyways.
life, what a lively thing. and so dull and dead all at the same time. i really like listening to jamisonparker with the windows rolled down and the music on really loud. i wish the weird feeling in my heart and tummy would go away, but only time can do anything. i think i'll go read, and maybe i'll fall asleep. robbys a good best friend.
comfort by deb talan is a nice song.
goodnight world.