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so, long time no talk. A lot has happened in my life since the almost two years ago that I updated. So here we go....
Joshua - we are not together anymore, thank god. We dated up until the end of February. I finally got tired of the cheating and abuse. We dated for over a year and a half. A part of me will always love him which is a given because he is and will always be my first love. He's the one who made my heart start beating. But it took us a long time to realize we were not compatible anymore. We didnt love each other like we used to. And it took me even longer to realize I was too good for him and to him especially with what little I was getting in return.
I now have a beautiful god son named Jonathan Blake who I love with every bit of my heart. My wonderful best friend amanda gave birth to him over a year ago and I love him so so so much.
I moved out a little over a week ago to a condo in west Knoxville with two absolutely amazing guys. I love them so much. Aaron and Mike have already proved so much to me. They made me realize that there were things I needed to let go of and we burned every remaining picture of me and Joshua there was. And I thank them so much for it. And for deleting him from my phone so I never have any temptations to talk to him. They have really given me something to fall back on. They are such genuine people and I love them. Even though they make fun of me more than just about anyone, they are so great. And I'm basically going to live with them forever.
I recently graduated beauty school at the beginning of march. I finally got my shit together and went. Took me less than a year. Yay! I work for aveda at a high end, smaller chain salon in Knoxville called Natural Alternatives. Its such a great place to work. I love it.
I still party from time to time. Not like I used to. But they are still such a great family. I go out to the bar every Sunday with the crew. So much fun sneaking drinks and dancing. =]
Anyways, may update soon. But in the meantime going to bed. Goodnight loves.
Joshua - we are not together anymore, thank god. We dated up until the end of February. I finally got tired of the cheating and abuse. We dated for over a year and a half. A part of me will always love him which is a given because he is and will always be my first love. He's the one who made my heart start beating. But it took us a long time to realize we were not compatible anymore. We didnt love each other like we used to. And it took me even longer to realize I was too good for him and to him especially with what little I was getting in return.
I now have a beautiful god son named Jonathan Blake who I love with every bit of my heart. My wonderful best friend amanda gave birth to him over a year ago and I love him so so so much.
I moved out a little over a week ago to a condo in west Knoxville with two absolutely amazing guys. I love them so much. Aaron and Mike have already proved so much to me. They made me realize that there were things I needed to let go of and we burned every remaining picture of me and Joshua there was. And I thank them so much for it. And for deleting him from my phone so I never have any temptations to talk to him. They have really given me something to fall back on. They are such genuine people and I love them. Even though they make fun of me more than just about anyone, they are so great. And I'm basically going to live with them forever.
I recently graduated beauty school at the beginning of march. I finally got my shit together and went. Took me less than a year. Yay! I work for aveda at a high end, smaller chain salon in Knoxville called Natural Alternatives. Its such a great place to work. I love it.
I still party from time to time. Not like I used to. But they are still such a great family. I go out to the bar every Sunday with the crew. So much fun sneaking drinks and dancing. =]
Anyways, may update soon. But in the meantime going to bed. Goodnight loves.