I don't need to be shit on.

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I never meant to hurt or upset you, or bring up shit that you didn't want to deal with. By "Classic Dj Situation" I only meant that it was you wanting something and not thinking you are good enough to have it. This pertains to everything in your life, not just chicks.

I was not pushing you to make a move on Allie. I know how detrimental that could be to your life and other relationships, I dont blame you for not trying to force it forward. You are doing the right thing by respecting Dak and his history with her, you're a good guy even though I know sometimes you hate being "that guy".

I'm sorry you are so hurt and frustrated by where you are right now, and if you will let me, I will do my best to see you through this rough patch, but do me one favor:

Dont push away the people that love you.