wow
ok so this week has been way too eventful...ne one else want to trade lives?!?!....
but i am not gonna get into that...i have come to the realization that well after talking to my good friend wes i have thought that what he says was rite. but at the same time i dont know how to go about changing it.
he basically said that there r WAY too many ass hole guys in this world...and that i always end up wit them...mainly becuz my mindset is for them...not to look at the "average joes"...than he says that the person u should go for is ur best friend or someone who is as close to that as posible...
however i told him that i tried that 2 times wit my best friends that were guys and even they did the same thing....
n this is where he was like well ya know then they werent really a good good guy ne wyas...
but than i got to thinkin..is every guy that i ever meet that even as a good friend that i see and everyone else see as a good guy gonna be a jerk...?
but like the thing is...i give up wit it ....rite now all i could think bout was lookin for someone to be wit....and lets face this sad but true fact....EVERYONE is happier when they have someone else. just the whole notation that u have someone who "luvs" u back and can be wit and trust (or try to or think u can) i mean its been almost 3 years since i had a serious or well what i thought to be a serious relaionship. i really dont see me as being that bad...do u? imean in my eyes if i was wit a person i would be willing to do ne thing for them. i mean thats one of the points to sit there and make the other person happy...i dont ask for much nor expect ne thing but respect and "love"
and i am not sure if ne of this made sense or all connects to each other but ehh ...just typed what was flowing from the mind.
i am at the brink of giving up on a lot of things...there havent been or i havent seen ne soultions for ne of them...but whats new...its the story of my life....
KeL
but i am not gonna get into that...i have come to the realization that well after talking to my good friend wes i have thought that what he says was rite. but at the same time i dont know how to go about changing it.
he basically said that there r WAY too many ass hole guys in this world...and that i always end up wit them...mainly becuz my mindset is for them...not to look at the "average joes"...than he says that the person u should go for is ur best friend or someone who is as close to that as posible...
however i told him that i tried that 2 times wit my best friends that were guys and even they did the same thing....
n this is where he was like well ya know then they werent really a good good guy ne wyas...
but than i got to thinkin..is every guy that i ever meet that even as a good friend that i see and everyone else see as a good guy gonna be a jerk...?
but like the thing is...i give up wit it ....rite now all i could think bout was lookin for someone to be wit....and lets face this sad but true fact....EVERYONE is happier when they have someone else. just the whole notation that u have someone who "luvs" u back and can be wit and trust (or try to or think u can) i mean its been almost 3 years since i had a serious or well what i thought to be a serious relaionship. i really dont see me as being that bad...do u? imean in my eyes if i was wit a person i would be willing to do ne thing for them. i mean thats one of the points to sit there and make the other person happy...i dont ask for much nor expect ne thing but respect and "love"
and i am not sure if ne of this made sense or all connects to each other but ehh ...just typed what was flowing from the mind.
i am at the brink of giving up on a lot of things...there havent been or i havent seen ne soultions for ne of them...but whats new...its the story of my life....
KeL