looking up.
i know i'm going to seem a bit bipolar, but it's not like anyone reads this shit anyhow. but today was good. great actually. so much better than the past few days, and i'm glad. things are starting to get better, and i feel much better. i'm DONE moping around being a pessimistic bitch. i'm better than that. and those who love me always bring out the best in me. my niglets at school, my girls ashley, lisa, maricris, and my parents. they always keep me grounded and bitch slap me when needed. i'm a lucky girl, and i need to acknowledge that more often.