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so i wrote about you today for my creative writing paper for one of my classes. someone workshopped my paper and she said it touched her (i hope she wasn't lying) cause it did make give myself a pat on the back. hah (: but anyways, yeah. you. and you know what? it doesn't hurt anymore. like.. talking about you, thinking about you, thinking about what happened to us...etc. i'm finally okay, and glad to be. actually, soooo glad to be. i don't find the need to find out the answers to all my questions i had for you. i'm fine where i am, because i've finally realized that knowing the answers won't change a thing. all there is left to say is thanks for being a part of my life, i hope you find someone that'll make you happy. and i hope you don't break her heart. forgive and FORGET (you).
(:
on a much lighter note, it's my birthday in a about a week! (: i know 19 isn't much of a big deal, but i always try to have the best time on any of my birthdays. soo it's officially Fall, my favoriteeeeeee season! besides the fact that it's my birthday seaon (hehee) i love love love fall weather. gloomy days, overcast, wind, and cold breeze, my absolute fave. although, i'm a little disappointed that it's still like 100 fucking degrees outside, it'll get there! sooner rather than later, i'd hope. (: i have a bunch of homework screaming my name, so i better get to that. but hey, i've been pretty damn focused on school lately, and i'm proud of it. hahah, okay nerd inside of me... shutup.
p.s. i need a change. this routine is getting to me.
(:
on a much lighter note, it's my birthday in a about a week! (: i know 19 isn't much of a big deal, but i always try to have the best time on any of my birthdays. soo it's officially Fall, my favoriteeeeeee season! besides the fact that it's my birthday seaon (hehee) i love love love fall weather. gloomy days, overcast, wind, and cold breeze, my absolute fave. although, i'm a little disappointed that it's still like 100 fucking degrees outside, it'll get there! sooner rather than later, i'd hope. (: i have a bunch of homework screaming my name, so i better get to that. but hey, i've been pretty damn focused on school lately, and i'm proud of it. hahah, okay nerd inside of me... shutup.
p.s. i need a change. this routine is getting to me.