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I just read the email response from the lady at the Orlando police dept. You might have guessed by the title line of the entry that I didn't get the job. I wasn't selected for the formal interview. I can only assume the why. I went through aaaaaaaall this crap for nothing. I knew that deep down I was scared to actually have the job... but I really wanted the chance to see if I could handle it. Especially now with Josh being out of work and us waiting for him to get his unemployment going. I feel like I wasted so much time. I have to trust that there is an opportunity that's meant for me and in the mean time I'm temping for the Ford place. Ugh.. I have to start all over again. I am not going to temp forever. I want to cry. I probably will. I'll feel better soon.. I know it's not the end of the world... I just got so close. I got through all the "can she actually perform this job" tests... and I then in the end..nothing.