BAH... ANother One
So once again, after a tediously long time of not writing on this god forsaken thing, I’ve finally decided.. “hey what the hell”…..
I know, I know… the thought/blogs/writings/movies all written about relationships are drastically overdone, but once again I need to get this off of my chest.
Firstly, the cases of Exs. I believe that once a relationship is over, just leave each other alone. No need to keep bringing up something that’s painful and that just causes hurt. Just forget about it and move on. I have talked to all 3 of my Exs in the past month and want NOTHING to do with any of them. Then again, I did not start to talk to them, they to me. The relationship will never and I mean NEVER just be friends, and the things that I once shared with them are something I will continue to keep bottled up inside me until I find someone who I believe will care enough about me to share them with. So much pain is caused by lies and betrayal and all round crappy discussions that I want nothing to do with. I feel bad too because I confide in my __________, and constantly he listens to me in my depressed moods rant upon all the unattractive qualities of the men that I once thought I could spend part of my life with.
I think that’s one of the things I feel worst about. My rants to ________-. He doesn’t need to hear about the horrors that I go through in my life, where he tries to be supportive, but in some ways could never understand the shit that I have put up with. I love him to death. Our relationship is so complex that most of the time though I try not to think about it. I’m going to stop talking about it now because its making me feel weird even writing about it. Ack. Ah wells.
Life is too damn complicated, especially when you are involved in relationships that cause drama to an already stressful life. In some ways though, I understand how it makes life so interesting…but sometimes I wish I could be boring… or maybe some type of domestic creature. Just eating, shitting, washing, and sleeping… What a wonderful life that would be.
-Cheers.
I know, I know… the thought/blogs/writings/movies all written about relationships are drastically overdone, but once again I need to get this off of my chest.
Firstly, the cases of Exs. I believe that once a relationship is over, just leave each other alone. No need to keep bringing up something that’s painful and that just causes hurt. Just forget about it and move on. I have talked to all 3 of my Exs in the past month and want NOTHING to do with any of them. Then again, I did not start to talk to them, they to me. The relationship will never and I mean NEVER just be friends, and the things that I once shared with them are something I will continue to keep bottled up inside me until I find someone who I believe will care enough about me to share them with. So much pain is caused by lies and betrayal and all round crappy discussions that I want nothing to do with. I feel bad too because I confide in my __________, and constantly he listens to me in my depressed moods rant upon all the unattractive qualities of the men that I once thought I could spend part of my life with.
I think that’s one of the things I feel worst about. My rants to ________-. He doesn’t need to hear about the horrors that I go through in my life, where he tries to be supportive, but in some ways could never understand the shit that I have put up with. I love him to death. Our relationship is so complex that most of the time though I try not to think about it. I’m going to stop talking about it now because its making me feel weird even writing about it. Ack. Ah wells.
Life is too damn complicated, especially when you are involved in relationships that cause drama to an already stressful life. In some ways though, I understand how it makes life so interesting…but sometimes I wish I could be boring… or maybe some type of domestic creature. Just eating, shitting, washing, and sleeping… What a wonderful life that would be.
-Cheers.